Januari recap

Hello,

Had a rough start of the year at the tables but still I managend to make some money so thats fine. Im happy so far with my 'new lifestyle' which contains going to the gym three times a week and be awake before a certain time what makes me feel more balanced.
During my downswing last month I once again totally lost confindence in my ability to beat the games. It doesn't matter how much money I won on a consistent basis I still feel like I'm the worst player on the planet during a huge downswing. I really don't care about loosing some money but its the fact that you totally feel like you have no chance to win or come even close.
But after all I realize that poker doesn't owe me anything and that poker brought me so much over de last 2-3 years.

I wanted to share a great post from jimmyvjv13 at 2+2.

This is the most toxic type of thinking in poker. Thinking about what you "should" have is both disastrous for your game and downright stupid. I lost AK to A7 AIPF at the final table of the nightly 100k this weekend for the chiplead. SHOULD I have won $23,000 that night? No, that's what first place got paid and I didn't get first.

Poker doesn't owe you anything. You play the game and you get the cards you're dealt. It's as simple as that. Every hand is a statistically independent event. Yes in the long run luck should even out but the cards have no memory and the fact that you have lost 100 straight all ins doesn't mean you're any more or less of a favorite in your next all in.

For those of you b*tching and moaning about EV just stop looknig at it. It is a number that will simply piss you off. You don't need all in EV to have an accurate representation of whether or not you're playing well. Any person that plays enough to get SNE knows whether they're playing well regardless. And as far as looking at it to "see how much i should be up" is just going to piss you off. Who cares about how much you SHOULD be up? Just because you are $X under EV over 100k hands that you will be up $X over the next 100k, or even a million hands. You may never get it back. The fact of the matter is EV is completely unnecessary and looking at it not only pointless but also detremental to your game.

Live in the moment
Focus on the hand you're playing
Don't Tilt
Make Supernova Elite
Profit

EZ game? No. Profitable if you can fake it most of the way? Yes


Funny hand where I got owned by a fish:

PokerStars Game #39407768276: Tournament #240752111, $220+$10 USD Hold'em No Limit - Match Round I, Level IV (50/100) - 2010/02/08 4:55:40 CET [2010/02/07 22:55:40 ET]
Table '240752111 1' 2-max Seat #2 is the button
Seat 1: VA_Raptor (1340 in chips)
Seat 2: diBasio (1660 in chips)
diBasio: posts small blind 50
VA_Raptor: posts big blind 100
*** HOLE CARDS ***
Dealt to diBasio [3d Kh]
diBasio: calls 50
VA_Raptor: checks
*** FLOP *** [6c 5s Jc]
VA_Raptor: checks
diBasio: bets 100
VA_Raptor: calls 100
*** TURN *** [6c 5s Jc] [As]
VA_Raptor: checks
diBasio: bets 300
VA_Raptor: calls 300
*** RIVER *** [6c 5s Jc As] [Ad]
VA_Raptor: checks
diBasio: bets 1160 and is all-in
VA_Raptor: calls 840 and is all-in
Uncalled bet (320) returned to diBasio
*** SHOW DOWN ***
diBasio: shows [3d Kh] (a pair of Aces)
VA_Raptor: shows [Ks 9s] (a pair of Aces - King+Jack+Nine kicker)
VA_Raptor collected 2680 from pot
*** SUMMARY ***
Total pot 2680 | Rake 0
Board [6c 5s Jc As Ad]
Seat 1: VA_Raptor (big blind) showed [Ks 9s] and won (2680) with a pair of Aces
Seat 2: diBasio (button) (small blind) showed [3d Kh] and lost with a pair of Aces


gl all!

2009 - 2010

Hello,


It’s time for some updates! I’m always lazy with updating my blog but what’s the point of having one if you don’t use it. For everyone responded to the staking post: I will try to pick some of you in the future.
I just came back from a well deserved trip to the PCA with my girlfriend. I didn’t get anything going in the ME (lost set vs. set) but apart from that we have had a great time. At least Chiren was owning it up at the PCA; http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9AvK_C6-f_U
We stayed at the cove which is a huge upgrade compared to the other towers but still not worth the money imo (1k a night if I’m right). The overall service at Atlantis is horrible and a lot of the employees aren’t friendly at all. If you want to use the gym you need to $15 which is just a example of the absurdity.
Once again I met a lot of online legends and it’s always fun to put a face with a screen name. Apart from the ME I didn’t play any poker which feels really good. I’m feeling fresh again and play way better now compared to late 2009.
December was a crazy month poker wise. I managed to make 70k in a day playing heads up cash games and loosing most of it back in the rest of the month. I really don’t want to handle these swings so I will try to control myself not to play high stake cash games. The variance is just absurd, the edge’s are small and I’m not a topnotch cash game player.

2009 ended and all I can say Is that I’m very pleased with my overall results. I reached my goal to make SNE which was my main target. There are still aspect to work on and I have the following resolutions for this year:

- Don’t autopilot all the time and play more my best game.
- No huge downswings.
- Don’t mess up games for no reason. (take more breaks if needed)
- Work out more often and get in better shape.
- Get SNE.
- Take MTT’s serious: play more, focus more, improve my game.
- And last but obv not least: Make a half million dollars.

Today I played my first session of 2010 and profited a little over 2k. I also went semi deep in the Stars 162:

Dealt to diBasio [9h 9c]
sindy2: raises 1950 to 3350
spiritedreal: folds
diBasio: calls 3350
göki84: folds
jjking: folds
pilaa: folds
ronaldgrauer: folds
Wallyayay: folds
*** FLOP *** [2h 9s Ad]
sindy2: bets 5750
diBasio: calls 5750
*** TURN *** [2h 9s Ad] [Ah]
sindy2: checks
diBasio: bets 5600
sindy2: raises 13292 to 18892 and is all-in
diBasio: calls 13203 and is all-in
Uncalled bet (89) returned to sindy2
*** RIVER *** [2h 9s Ad Ah] [6h]
*** SHOW DOWN ***
sindy2: shows [Ac 6c] (a full house, Aces full of Sixes)
diBasio: shows [9h 9c] (a full house, Nines full of Aces)
sindy2 collected 59306 from pot




All the best in 2010!